February 15, 2020

#tb

Few days ago I got the chance to spring clean my room. A rare chance since nowadays I would be flat after reaching home from work and class. Remind me why did I sign up to this again? Seriously can't wait for the end of this 9-month journey 

Okay so while spring cleaning, the most dangerous thing is to go through my albums and card/letters box. Mulalah nak start sentimental. 

But I guess a little throwback won't hurt, right? 
Rindu nak duduk 5 minutes away from each other
Rindu nak jogging (read: walking and taking pictures) during the cold winter 
Rindu nak pergi library (and compare kita bawak makanan apa? lol)
Rindu nak kongsi masalah dunia, nak dengar perspektif masing-masing
Rindu nak kejar train, travel and basically spend our weekend together

Indeed, to know each and every one of you is the greatest blessing in Nottingham. 
In hindsight, I can confidently say that He has chosen the perfect place for me during my 3-year degree. Your presence reinforces the fact that He only provides for us in the best way, every single time, mungkin kita je selalu tak perasan, or terlewat nak perasan. I still remember when we were so scared that we couldn't pull through that year, but everything turned out to be just fine alhamdulillah.  

I learned that we don't have to be identically similar to be able to work as a team
In fact, our differences has allowed us to unite in such a unique manner 

Thank you for letting me cross paths with these beautiful souls
Thank you for showing me how to be the bigger person
Thank you for allowing me experience different kind of love languages :P 
Thank you for making me understand the meaning of love and sacrifices
Thank you for being so subtle and soft when I need to improve on something 

No matter how much I miss them and Nottingham, I know it's impossible to relive the moments. 

To all of you and many other people that are very dear to me (you know who you are), may Jannah be the place where we finally meet. Moga kita dapat duduk sama-sama macam dulu but like 1000 times better :) 

May we always be reminded that whatever form of love that we may have experienced up until today, is only a glimpse of His infinite love. 


"Sahabat yang baik ialah wakil kasih sayang Tuhan"